So, this is the first blog. Actually, my 3rd attempt at blogging but my 1st on this site. Maybe I can finally express who I really am. I started a Xanga 3 years ago... didn't like it. Then came Myspace. I frequent that website. However, there are some people that keep finding me on there and I'm not quite sure how I feel about them. They are dear, sweet people (like the kids from the last church we attended) but my life has changed so much and I think that I wouldn't be able to express my thoughts and feelings w/o them going ape shit all over my page. I'm a people pleaser, what can I say? I just think that my old Master's Commission friends (Google it, I don't feel like explaining) and church friends might have some concern to find out that I have back-slidden a little. What the hell... I don't even believe in "back-sliding". I call it enlightenment. The moment when all the questions and doubts stack up and then explode into that "aha! Now I get it!" moment. All these things in my brain are just dying to get out into the world. Sometimes I hold some reservation as to who I share with. Why tell some one your deepest thoughts for them to either laugh or get mad. I just want someone to understand. I don't expect agreement but please have a little respect!! This is where I want to rant, bitch, complain, whine, and get damn right self-righteous. It's freedom of speech! So, here goes....
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